Where is My Perseverance???

Lately, I am getting more and more demotivated. I don’t know whether I am getting lazy or demotivated, but seriously I have been slacking out with my workout. What is happening to me?

I used to frequent the gym like 5 to 6 times a week, but now for example this week, up-to-date, none. What is going on in here? Where is all the motivation I used to have? Is there any reason behind it? Lately, it just gone down the drain. I have never give any excuses, but it just does not work with me.

Where is all my perseverance goes to? I understand that sometimes when you are tired you tend to loose your interest in something, but does it give a reason for not doing what I used to do very often. If that’s the reason behind it, I am indeed getting lazier and lazier.

Every one does get tired, but if you push yourself a bit harder, to make the first step, it will not becomes a reason for not going but is a challenge for you to overtake it.

My teacher used to say that there are no lazy peoples in this world, only those who said they cannot do it and will claimed themselves to be lazy. I find it very true, how can someone be lazy. It is just that they have no intention to move out from their comfort zone and go beyond it and reach for it. Everyone is just so scared that they will not be able to adapt to the new environment. So, they becomes lazy and happy with what they want.

If this is what everyone thinks that they wants, well, then we are the one who is always lack behind from others. Then there is no reason to say that they, those who successes, play the game far better than we do. Yeah, luck maybe is part of the life, but luck is only 10% while hard-work claims 90%.

Seriously, I need to find back my perseverance. I need to get back in shape before it goes back to the ole’ me. For sure it will be a nightmare and hell of a journey.

How am I supposed to do it? I am not too sure either, somehow, someway, I must find it back. If I can do it last time, I really cannot find a reason for not being able to do so again now. It just needs some times and put some efforts back to it.

Will I be able to do it? Cannot promise how well I will fare in this test, but I must do my best. I am not using the “will” but reminding myself “must”. When I say I will, is just telling myself any time but when I tell myself a must, it tells me that no matter what, no time for slacking, and I need to get going.