Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Where is My Perseverance???

Lately, I am getting more and more demotivated. I don’t know whether I am getting lazy or demotivated, but seriously I have been slacking out with my workout. What is happening to me?

I used to frequent the gym like 5 to 6 times a week, but now for example this week, up-to-date, none. What is going on in here? Where is all the motivation I used to have? Is there any reason behind it? Lately, it just gone down the drain. I have never give any excuses, but it just does not work with me.

Where is all my perseverance goes to? I understand that sometimes when you are tired you tend to loose your interest in something, but does it give a reason for not doing what I used to do very often. If that’s the reason behind it, I am indeed getting lazier and lazier.

Every one does get tired, but if you push yourself a bit harder, to make the first step, it will not becomes a reason for not going but is a challenge for you to overtake it.

My teacher used to say that there are no lazy peoples in this world, only those who said they cannot do it and will claimed themselves to be lazy. I find it very true, how can someone be lazy. It is just that they have no intention to move out from their comfort zone and go beyond it and reach for it. Everyone is just so scared that they will not be able to adapt to the new environment. So, they becomes lazy and happy with what they want.

If this is what everyone thinks that they wants, well, then we are the one who is always lack behind from others. Then there is no reason to say that they, those who successes, play the game far better than we do. Yeah, luck maybe is part of the life, but luck is only 10% while hard-work claims 90%.

Seriously, I need to find back my perseverance. I need to get back in shape before it goes back to the ole’ me. For sure it will be a nightmare and hell of a journey.

How am I supposed to do it? I am not too sure either, somehow, someway, I must find it back. If I can do it last time, I really cannot find a reason for not being able to do so again now. It just needs some times and put some efforts back to it.

Will I be able to do it? Cannot promise how well I will fare in this test, but I must do my best. I am not using the “will” but reminding myself “must”. When I say I will, is just telling myself any time but when I tell myself a must, it tells me that no matter what, no time for slacking, and I need to get going.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Before & After Marriage...

Ok, I found this from my friendster's bulletin board. No harm sharing cause I find it very cute and funny. Read it from top to bottom, which represents couple before marriage, right after that, from bottom to top. Can you even imagine how good this people can come out this conversation? Hahaha...

He:
Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She: Do you want me to leave?
He: NO! Don't even think about it.
She: Do you love me?
He: Of course!
She: Have you ever cheated on me?
He: NO! Why you even asking?
She: Will you kiss me?
He: Yes!She: Will you hit me?
He: No way! I'm not such kind ofperson!
She: Can I trust you?

(Now after the marriage you can read itfrom bottom to the top !!!!)

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Friday Night at Mystique...

Right after I received Chrissie's short messages, I straight went to fetch her since I have nothing to do in 1U and it was quite late when most of the outlets already started to get closing. The plan was to get to the gym for an hour or so before heading down to Mystique, Cathay Cineleisure for Revelation 5 Pre-Party feat. Bass Agents. I was so looking forward for tonight as I have missed last week Global Xounds due to fever. So, I got myself ready to party for the night.

Me and Chrissie reached the club at around 1050pm maybe and we met up with Bruce at the entrance, thinking that he could able to sort us in for the night. Sadly to say, he told us that they could not get us in due to the club is taking over the event. We were like, and then? Tried to get hold on Didjital and yet he could not do any thing as a DJ for the night. No guestlist for the DJs, no caps around the club, almost spoilt the night. We were standing outside the entrance still figuring out how to get in, as the door charge was instead of RM30 has been changed to RM50 on the day itself. Yes, sucks big time. I don't know.

So, we decided to head to Sanctuary to have some beers and then will try again later.What a weekend, every where was extremely packed with peoples. No choice, we headed down to TGIF for beers since we could not get a table in Sanctuary.

We ordered 2 jugs of beers at TGIF and it was like taking ages to get the beers over to us. Let me see, more than 10 minutes before we get our first taste of the beer for the night. I received a message from my friend and being told to that he would be able to sort us, so we quickly finished our beers and to get our chop. First we waited for more than 10 minutes for our beers, then we got a wrong bill. Erm, is the services in TGIF getting worse or what?

The club was not packed as it used to be. When Blink started playing, it was almost packed only. Blink played very well. Building up the tempo and the hypes for every one by dropping down some old tracks. I could see that all the peoples behind the DJ consoles were like going crazy when Mr DJ was so into it.

Later the night, Bass Agents took over the console. Lots of new tracks and every one of the tracks were awesome. It just started to build up my hype for Revelation 5. Although, some peoples started to leave te club, most probably they could not accept hard trance, the club was half packed only. The vibe was still pretty good.

Well, due to some disturbance, the night was ended a bit early then it used to be. I was so hype up and quite upset since it just ended that way. Every one left and so, I decided to head home to rest.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Recharge 5: Global Gathering Pre-Party @ Mystique, Cineleisure Damansara 17/08

Bass Agents will be at Mystique tomorrow night, 17 August 2007. So, to all the BA supporters, come over and give a big support to them and the rest of the local artistes. See you guys tomorrow night!!!

Sunday, August 12, 2007

3kgs Lost in One and A Half Day...And The Formula is....

Unbelievable!!!! It started last Sunday right after I played basketball with my friends and I decided to take "nasi lemak" with calamari along the with the dish. I know, it is superb!!! I always like calamari, but the results was, a mild sorethroat started to happen. I never thought that it would goes worse, so I just drank lots of water after the day. I could feel it coming the next day when I was working. I decided to take some "ginseng" tea given to me by by mum before I left to KL after my last trip back to Ipoh.

Well, I guessed the damage is done again and it was too late for any thing. It just went from bad to worse and from worse to worst. On Friday morning, I woke up in the middle of night not feeling too well. What did I know was, my throat was swollen, I hardly could swallow any thing as I could only feel that there is only a small gap between my mouth to my throat. I tried to get some water and honey, but it was disaster. I vomitted due to the pain. Gosh, I knew how bad the situation was. I have been through it before and I knew it will be another nightmare.

The next morning when I went to work, I totally lost my voice, which meant I hardly could say anything, or maybe they could listened to what I said. I have to shout until my lungs out only they could hear a word from me. I was totally in no mood to work and the worst part was, my phone kept ringing, well, as a sales you cannot have a day without your customer calling you. Thanks, God!! I have some very understandable customers, who actually requested for my colleagues assistance when they heard my voice that bad, but I tried to do what I could since I was at office before I left for a half-day leave.

I went to the doc, and officially I was in fever and a bad tonsillitis. I was advised to drink more water and if can. go along with honey. That's what I did but I think I still need some medication to go along with my honey though.

I was too tired to do any thing, as already a day and a half, where I did not consume anything caused it just hurt whenever I swallowed any thing into it. I just drank bit by bit if possible.

On Saturday morning, it was a miracle, the medicines were real good, my throat getting better, my voice getting back slowly. I was so happy at last I could eat something and I could be as talkative as usual again. LOL!!!!

On the evening, I decided to hop by the gym, as I have not been there for the past 4 days since my throat getting worse. The first thing I did is, I went to the weighting machine, and what surprised me was, it never balance on the 70kg, so I tried with 69kg, nope, not doing good. I tried again with 68kg, then 67kg, and at last 66kg, and it balanced up. I really did not know how to express my feelings, should I be happy or what? I have always been dreaming of getting below 69kg and now here I am with 66kg in front of me.

A bad throat resultings to unable to eat and driven my weight down the streams faster than anything just in 1 day, which it would not happened that fast though I go to gym every day. Hahahhaa....

I guessed, I need to be more careful next day, if this going to happen for a week, I will be a stickman soon.

[KL] Malaysia 50th Year Merdeka Countdown Party @ Sunway Lagoon, 30 Aug 2007





Theme: Malaysia 50th Year Merdeka Countdown Party
Venue: Sunway Lagoon, Sunway, Selangor D.R.
Date: 30 Aug 2007 (Thurs)
Time: 6pm onwards
Featuring: Cosmic Gate (Ger), The Thrillseekers (UK), Drum Connection (UK) & DJ Phynm (Net)

Tickets info:
Early birds: Rm53 (limited for first 5000)
Pre-sales: RM63 inc. 1 drink
Door: RM73 inc. 1 drink
VIP TICKET: RM153 (2 drinks and VIP seating)

Where to buy?
- Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil
- Tower Records, KLCC
- Tower Records, 1U Shopping Complex
- Rock Corner, Mid Valley
- The Actor Studio at Bangsar Shopping Complex
- Music Valley, Midland Park, Penang
- Music Valley, Holiday Plaza, Johor
- Music Valley, Greentow, Ipoh

Online Tickets: www.axcess.com.my

Tickets Hotline: 603-77115000

Thursday, August 9, 2007

SORE-THROAT!!!!

I HATE SORETHROAT!!!!!! Firstly, my damn throat is swollen, do not feel like eating and swallowing, it just irritate my throat. Secondly, I have lost my voice, and it just kills the mood. Omg, when will I get better?

Sunday, August 5, 2007

How Boring Can It Be???

Today is just a very boring day. A typical Saturday, where I need to work half day but it was hell of a day for me due to yesterday, I was quite drunk. Seriously, it has been more than 6 months since I throw up.


Yesterday was kind of exceptional though. I was being introduced to 2 officers, whom my friend claimed that they are keen on doing business with us but then I think is still too early to judge them as I do not know them personally and you never know what they want.


I took the initiative to text my friends to make sure that they gave me a morning call, just in case I could not go to work. You see, is a bit wasted if I take MC or leave for Saturday. Is just half-day work, and not worth the deal. I did manage to wake up but kind of late a bit, OK, just bout 10 mins late only.


As usual, we have our little breakfast before heading back to the office for our work. Just as we were about to leave, our boss called, and we were like, "Ok, now what?!!" Luckily, he just wanted to drop by and have breaky with us. So, we waited and had a little chatting session until 11.00am. What a day, 2 hours to go for the day.


Nothing much in office though, every one was busy with their things, while I was still in my little own world, "Hang Over". Felt like puking but I tried to control and did not move too much, just lied back on my chair and playing with my little baby, checking my mails and finishing up few quotations. The rest of the day, I just cleaned up my desk as it was full with tonnes of paperworks. Just as I was going through the stacks of papers, 90% I took it to the shredder machine.


At last, the clock shown 1pm, I just packed my laptop and rushed home just to have some rest. The journey back home was the hardest among all. As the alcohol still deep inside my body, with a heavy beer bad breath, I forgot my sunglasses. I quickly stepped on my gas so that I could runaway from the hot sun. Though just around 5 mins drive, but it was killing me. Gosh!!!


Once I reached back to my own little comfort zone (is god-domn messy, as I have not been cleaning my room for 3 days), with the speed of lighting, I took a hot bath to refresh myself and the next thing I knew, I slept for 5 hours.


After that, I just spent the whole night watching DVDs. I was so bored, that I could not think of any thing else to do except inserting one after another DVDs to my laptop to keep myself company. I did feel like going out though as it is Saturday, but then, my body was too tired and could not handle any more stress.


And now is already Sunday, 4.30am, and I still could not sleep. I know my eyes are tired, I can feel them, they are like, "Please let us rest, we cannot open any more" but I just do not feel like sleeping though. Something is bothering me from sleeping.


At this moment, I just wish that I can have some one to talk to and give me a shoulder to lean on and rest. I can only wish and wish and wish again.