Sweetest Memories...

Kenangan terindah - SAMSON

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu

Yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak

Selama itupun aku mampu untuk mengenangmu
Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati..
( Begitu engkaulah; cinta sejati )

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupmu
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah...

This is really a very nice song, which I have been listening to every day. I know is a Malay song, which some of you may not understand, but to those who does, I am sure you know it is quite meaningful when looking back to those sweet memories you have before and you are looking forward to.

No one can run away from the fact that when you meet your other half, one is weaken by them and every thing starts to build up between the two peoples, the world starts to become one whole new beginning. Nothing that could separate them, and no forces which can tear them apart. But when it turns the other way round, one will starts to think back how he/she means every thing and how hurt it will be, especially to those who think that their partner means a lot to them.

It is supposed to be a journal of life but becomes a journal of history, which one can only thinks back and wishing that it never happens. Days in days out, we will be flipping it back and remembering the sweetest moments, which we spend together and have been through.

Always cherish the one you loved, as you will never know when they will leave you. And when you realize it , you are too late and you are back in the world of loneliness, and tears will be your partner.

Weekend is Over!!!!

Well, partying for 2 days in a row, at last weekend already comes to an end. As usual, every beginning, there is an ending. All I can said, I have a great weekend.

Today is pretty much of a normal Sunday for me. Woke up quite late today after a night of 6 jugs of beers with my friends. It has been quite some times since I drank so much. Well, tosorryday is just a normal routine day where I woke up and do a little bit of cleaning up my room and spend some times with my new laptop. Did I mention I have a new laptop previously?

Yeah, my company bought us, each one a laptop. Ok, is not free, we have to pay back the company monthly but if we do our work, achieve the target, we get a month waiver. No matter what, now I can bring my little baby around with me and just hang out at Starbucks and enjoy my cup of ice blended slowly while surfing the net, which I have yet to do as I do not have the time.

I went to gym today and spent 2 hours in there. Seriously, I have been slacking around for this week. I have been so lazy to go to gym, roughly I just spent around 1 or 1 1/2 hours there. Gosh, I really need to push myself a little bit more now.

And now, I am back with my little baby and updating my blog. I know there is nothing much to write, as I really don't know what to talk about. Maybe I should get more updates around me to get it a little bit more lively over here. Hahahahha...

Drinking = Egoism or Machoism?

It has been a week of stressful work and now at last I am back at blogging. It has been a really hectic week for me with lots of delivery and follow-ups. Well, is already Friday and is time to let all my stress away by enjoying myself with whatever I like to do. At least, it is a day I do not I have to think too much as it is weekend and I am suppose to enjoy myself instead of just keep on bragging about my work.

Ok, to cut thing short, I went to Zouk tonight for Global Xounds. As usual, started quietly and after 12am, peoples just start to pack the club like there is gold every where for them to just pick it and shout, "It's mine!!!!"

I did not stay too long as my knee ain't helping but giving whole lots of shits, so I decided to make a move earlier. My friend called and said he is some where in Petaling Jaya and hanging out with his friends and I decided just to hop by for a while. Just as I reached, it was packed with lots of youngsters and it was pretty stuffy as I did not feel any ventilation at all. Gosh, it just kills the mood!!!

I was there only for a while before my friend asked me to go to "mamak" for a drink. Ok, at that moment, I knew he was drunk and off his tits. He had opened 10 jugs and I bet he whacked most of it by clanging every one's glasses and bottoms-up. It was not a stupid act, but it only makes the night end even earlier.

I just wonder why peoples have to drink beyond their limit? Is it that it will shows that they are good at drinking or showing off to peoples? I just could not understand. I felt quite stupid when some one just kept drinking and drinking even though they know that they are at their peak. Stuffing down any alcohol only makes them puke like a waterfall. Yuck!!!!

There is no right or wrong in drinking, but not until puking every where and not knowing how the hell you drive back and endangering yourself and others. That's pretty much stupid and you can expect any things to happen, eg: getting blocked by cops for DUI.

Sometimes peoples drink to relief themselves, while some drinks for no reasons. Some even just want to let peoples especially girls know that how good they are at drinking and can afford to open "x" amount of alcohol to throw down into their stomach. So, what are you? I find it nothing to be proud of. I so hate peoples do this.

No wonder that by the end of every weekend, there will be tonnes of accident happens due to all this reckless action of theirs. Peoples, you should be enjoying your night and take care of yourself and peoples around you and not being a burden to others. You are not the only one that want to have a great night, so do others. Please be considerate.

Every one has their rights to choose what they want to do, but you do not decide for others. Please remember this. If you feel like drowning yourself for the night with alcohol, please do not be a burden to others and giving worries to your loved ones.

I just wonder is it that they must at least get into an accident or done something wrong right after getting drunk will only they learn their lessons. Remember, you only live once, we do not know whether we have our second or not.

Ice-Cream = High Calories = Getting Fat

I am not going to stuck my lazy a$$ in front of my pc on the Saturday night, so, I planned to go and watch movie. Of cause, I've invited someone along. We decided to watch Harry Potter 5 or Vacancy. I rushed down to Cathay Cineleisure to try and grab 2 tickets for either one before 12am. Well, it seems like it is not going our way, Transformers is still sold-out, Harry and Vacancy only second or third row from the screen, Die Hard 4 sold-out and tomorrow only. Gosh, that's what i get after waited for like 15 minutes to get a parking space in The Curve.

So, we called it off instead of watching then and planned for something else. We were still figuring where to head to, with no direction at all, until she said, "Let's go for ice cream..." I was thinking where should we head to for ice-creams, BASKIN ROBBINS or HAAGEN DAZS. At the end, we headed down to Bintang Walk and ended at Haagen.

It was pretty jam when we reached Starhill area, but luckily I managed to get myself a place to park, or else I would be spending some times to round the area or got to park some where far.

We decided to go for fondue, so we started to make our order and sadly to say, we were informed that THEY HAVE NO MORE CHOCOLATE!!!!! Then we just ordered 2 different types of ice-cream instead of wasting any more times.

It was a good night, while enjoying scoping around the ice-creams going into our mouths and savouring the taste of the ice-creams. Seriously, this is my first time in Haagen and after quite some times I have my ice-cream. I am back to a small kid again.

As time goes by, already 1 in the morning and I decided to fetch her back, since she has to go for breakfast with her parents. Wish the night can goes longer, but then a wish is always a wish.

It was an enjoyable night. Thanks, babe! Hopefully to catch up with you

Feeling Lonely...

It is a good Saturday, with a cloudy day and ended up raining in the afternoon, which I have spent most of the time sleeping right after my work. Yesterday night, was fine, not what I expected though, but yeah, once in a while it does happened. Really sorry that it happened, and many thanks to those who came to support the night (you know who you are, peepz!!!).

I had a weird dream just now while taking my nap. I have not been having this kind of dream for quite some times, or should I say not this at all. It really brings back some good ol'memories, which I have before. In it, I saw someone I knew and have not met for quite some times, whom I have been together with. I know, is weird right, it never happened before, but it just happened so suddenly. I was so into the dream, which I hope I will never wake up. Ok, it was never a dirty one, so please get rid of those dirty-minded of your's please.

I have been in this state of my life for like soon-to-be 8 months, when I have never feel lonely before, but not at the moment, right after the dream, which it just makes me think my world is never complete yet.

I used to think that I am happy with what I have today, I am glad I have my own freedoms and spaces, which I have been dying of all the while, even though I am in a relationship before. But now, I just realize that, there is a missing part in me to make my puzzle complete.

For how long I have to go on, I will never knows, as I do not have a choice to choose or I have the power to control it. Every thing, has been decided by Him. I know that He is fair to every one. He just wants us to look around ourselves instead of just putting up the last piece of our puzzle just by, "Nah, take it." We must work for it, as there is no free lunch in this world. Every thing comes with a price.

I have been very stubborn most of the time, I have been acting as I am all good with it, but now, I think I am lost and kind of struggling to find it. Is it that when you get something, you have to let goes something else, you just have to choose, which one you want?

I just wish I have an answer for it. For now, I just hope that tomorrow will be a better day, as I do not really like this kind of emotions in me. It just makes me slack. When it goes around my head, it will be hell of a night for me.

O-S-T-H-E-O-A-R-T-H-R-I-T-I-S???

It has been quite some times that I am having this problem and it has been a never ending story from there onwards. It happened quite some times back, most probably in my secondary school when I was not too good at taking care of myself.

Most of the injuries I get right after playing sports were not taken care nicely, just let it be and let the times do the job to heal it. Well, it does heal the outer part of the skin, but the internal muscles already getting from bad to worse. Conclusion, I have a bad knee now. Extremely bad, which, I feel like getting rid of it.

I used to think that, osteoarthritis, only happens to old peoples but I was wrong. It happens to any one, when you do not pay full attention to any injuries inflicted to yourself.

What is OSTEOARTHRITIS? Sort of like pain in the joints, caused by wearing of the cartilage that covers and acts as a cushion inside joints. Once the cushion becomes less, the bones will start to touch each other, and it will causes pain when walking, standing and even worst, if you squad down and try to stand up again.

It never gets to me last time, but as times goes by, whenever there is a change in the weather (I can assure you that my knee can forecast the weather extremely well), the pain starts to grow even greater. Whenever this happens, you can see me walking like a handicap man. All I can do, is just wearing a knee braces. It does not help much though, but minor down the major movements, it does help a little bit though.

I am not complaining though, it is a result of careless from myself. I am just trying to voice-out my stupidity and my stubborness in taking care of myself. Now, I can't really enjoy my favourite sport as much as I do last time, as it only make it worse instead.

Peoples, please take good care of your body or else you will regret it when you are getting older. Sigh...

[KL] Hard Sequence pres. Battle Royale Pt. 1 @ The Disco - 20 July 2007

The much-awaited return of HARDSEQUENCE is here. This time, at a new venue with a double delivery of 2 hard hitting episodes!!!!

PART 1: Hardsequence pres. Battle Royale 1: Survivors of the Harder Styles

• Venue: The Disco (1st Floor, 3.04, Central Market Annexe, Jln Hang Kasturi, 50050 Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia)
• Date : 20 July 2007 (Friday)
• Time : 9pm to 3am
• Line-ups: Turbokit, Xt-Acid, Drive, DamienK & Bone
• Tickets: RM30 (before 11pm inc. 1 drink), after RM45

HS is back, HARDER & FASTER...Be There or Be Square...

Friday the 13th or GLOBAL XOUNDS!!!!

Gosh, is already Sunday, and tomorrow back to work. Well, times past by real fast when you are having a great time enjoying yourself, that's what I had during these weekend.

Well, it started off on Friday, 13 July 2007, when Global Xounds back to Zouk again, with DJs like Learn, Xile, Didjital, Blink and Fono bringing back the good ol'tunes such as Electro, Trance and Tech-Trance.

The night started a bit slowed when Learn started his set at 11.00pm. We were shocked to see the club was not even half-packed. As the times goes by, Learn built a very nice tempo for Xile to come in at 12.00am. The club started to get packed by now, even the dance floor full with peoples from all races. I do not know why, but as usual, not the first time though, peoples only come after 12.00am. Is it the culture here or just that after 12.00am, is the best time to come out? I don't know, but for me, I would better be early to party longer than late.

The club getting more and more crowded later the night when Didjital and Blink playing side by side. They were awesome and the night ended by Fono, played some favourite tracks which brought the crowd even higher. Overall, a big hand to all the DJs as you guys did it again. THANKS FOR THE NIGHT!!!!

All pictures uploaded are courtesy of Chrissie. For more pictures, please visit winkris.multiply.com.

David, me, and Turbo-Kit(what are you staring at???)

Eric(behind with the white shirt), Tek, Lionel, Kit Wai & Wei Chien

Chrissie and me

[KL] GLOBAL XOUNDS @ Zouk KL ~ 13 JULY 2007

After waiting for so many days, at last is already Friday and is GLOBAL XOUNDS at Zouk, KL. The previous one was great, back to ol'school with lotsa favourite tracks being played by all the awesome DJs. I bet tonight will also not be very disappointing. I am really looking forward for it as it is less than 24 hours mark. Plus, it is a night where I can let my hair loose for a night without thinking of my work and just spend the whole night with all my lovely friends out there.

Although I am catching up with my age, and there is not much energy for me to party as hard as I use to be, but then, I just could not let goes any chances for not being there to support my friends playing. Sometimes thinking of how long can I be there, this is such a hard question to be answer. Whatever it is, as long as I am able to walk and with the passion of the music, I cannot give a reason for not being there.

See you awesome peoples later tonight. Party hard, be safe!!!!

Back From A Long Break...

Lately, I have been moving in and out a lot and at last, I have a permanent place to stay. Thanks, God!!! I don't have to move again. Moving is really hell of a lot of workload, such as:

1. Packing your shirts, pants, pcs, etc.
2. Stuffing them into a big box, to make things easier to move about.
3. Getting transport or helps from friends, so that you need not travel few rounds to shift your stuffs.
4. Once, every thing is done and reach your new place, time to clean up the room.
5. Unpacking your boxes and getting all your things sorted out.

These are only few of the steps and there may be more. Well, whatever it is, I am done and I am happy for now.

I have been staying here already for like a week and so far every thing seems fine. I am thinking of getting the room nicely decorated a bit. At least to suit my taste. Yup, is time to spend a bit. I can't really think of what to buy yet as my room already fully-furnished. What I need is just something to make the room better than it is right now. Since my house is very near to IKEA, I should head down there one day and see what I can get from there.

Apart from moving to a new place, there is nothing much to talk bout myself. I have been keeping myself with my work during the days, while at night I will spend most of my time in the gym just to get a few pounds off my body. I think I can see some results from the money I paid out, well, conclusion, the money I spent is worthy.

Today is already Sunday, I had a great weekend where on the Friday, was at Zouk for Soul-T (Melb) set while on Saturday night, was at Mystique and Sanctuary having a few boozes with some friends. Not bad for a weekend. I guess since now I moved back to PJ, there will be more to come.