Stupid & Stubborn...

There is a saying that never repeat the same mistake again as we need to learn from it. But sometimes, there are things, which we tend to keep on repeating it even though we know that it is wrong. What is that? I think some may know some may not. Probably I will say it is a relationship.

No matter how clever you are, you will still fall for it. A Chinese proverbs saying, “Every great hero died or failed because of a girl”, especially pretty girls. Hahaha... It is true.

No matter what, everyone is blinded by it when it comes. Only those standing beside you are not blinded by it and it is clearly that they can see how much he/she has change because of that someone. Is it worth it or not? Only he/she can tells.

Yes, I think I am stuck in it. It has been quite some times since I have this kind of feelings but then I bet when it comes, hardly there is anyone who can stop it from happening. I hate this kind of annoying and irritating feeling. It just makes me feel miserable. Even though I know that is still far beyond reaching what I want and it may even not happen, it is just pure stupidity.

There was once my friends scolded me before, asking me whether is it worth trying and I told them, “Yeah.” Just as what they predicted, it will not happened and if it did, it will not take quite some times for me to wait. What I wanted was giving it a try but a try for nothing as I know it will not brings out anything. After that, I have gave up and just move forward and hope that one day I will find one.

Right after few months of pulling my legs away from the mud, which I intentionally step on it before, again I repeat the same mistake. It just happened, and I just stepped on it again without thinking the consequences and again searching for hope. Not knowing where it will direct me again, I just flow with it though knowing that it may end up the same way just like the previous one.

I have tried to forget about it, but uncontrollably I messaged her again waiting for a reply and when she did, I felt like hope is coming back, which again shows how stupid I am. I really do not know how to describe myself now. Being stubborn as usual and not giving up yet, what should I do? I know the possibility for it to be true is probably less than 10% or even worse not even 1%.

Seriously, I am lost now, sitting in front of my laptop, writing this shits even make things worse.


...Wise man says, Only fools rush in...

The Highly Anticipated GLOBAL GATHERING!!!!

2 sleeps away and every one will be rushing down to Malacca, Malaysia for the largest outdoor event ever. Revelation 5: GLOBAL GATHERING is the theme for this year and it consists of 40 acts and 6 arenas, enough to cater for every one's taste. Flying in a number of international DJs and some of our local DJs, it will be a bang in A'Farmosa on 27 October 2007.

To those who is driving down, please make sure you get enough rest and plan your journey well. You need not rush down as you can take your time and start your journey a bit early. Make sure you have check your car as you do not wish to get into trouble while on the way down south. Those tagging along with your friends, keep them company and don't just start snoring right after the car get out of the tol plaza. This just reminds me when I drove back to Ipoh, my mates told me that they will keep me company, but not long after that, I can hear snoring from my left and behind me. Damn!!! Hahaha...

So, be prepare for the biggest outdoor event, guys and gals!!!! Looking forward to see all you happy peoples over there. Cheers!!!!

Shopping Saga!!!!

I have always thought of doing some serious shopping since the last one. I wonder when was my last one anway, which I spent happily and willingly.

But today, I did it. I woke up quite early today, probably I came home early yesterday night. I woke up around 11.00am before Sandy rang me up to go for shopping with her and Drive at KL. Well, what a coincidence, so it was a deal and without any hesitation, I ran to the bathroom to wash up. Around 12.30pm, I reached Kepong to fetch them and started our journey to S.H.O.P!!!!

Round 1: Berjaya Times Square (BTS)

We reached BTS around 1.30pm, to have our lunch at Uncle Duck. Well, this is my first time there. Drive told me that they are very famous for their steamboats and duck rice. Erm, too bad, I was not in the mood to eat any thing yet so I decided to have sandwiches and a cup of "Yin Yeong" tea. I don't know how to rate the foods there since I am not a professional eater, but looking at the crowds, I can say that it is not bad and quite reasonable for their servings.

After finishing our lunch, we went to Showroom as Drive needed to pass something to his friend and we hang out there for quite some times cause it was raining heavily outside. No choice, so we just sat around chit chatting and having some ciggarette breaks in between.

While waiting for the rain to stop, I decided to walk around to check if there was anything I needed. Sadly to say, there were nothing which caught my attention. Around 3.00pm, the Lord has mercy and the rain started to go off and getting REALLY sunny outside. So, next stop...

Round 2: Sg Wang (The most popular shopping complex in KL for youngsters nowadays.)

Although it was still drizzling, we managed to go to Sg Wang before it was too late. Sandy brought me to her friend's shop to fix my handphone's keypad as one by one the keys on the keypads are falling down. Gosh!!!!

So, before all the keys fell off, I better get a new one. Hehehe...Well, it needed half and hour to get it done so we decided to continue our shopping saga. We tried to look around what can we buy here and you know what, I think I am really getting old as most of the stuffs here is either too fancy or too daring for me to fit into my body. Those days when I was younger, I think it will not be a problem at all, but now, looking at the youngsters walking past me with their japanese styles, it just gave me goosebumps. With their new "Lolita" looks, I have to admit that I am not into this kind of fashion yet and yeah, I am too old to be there. LOL!!! (Sorry no hard feelings, is just that I am too outdated probably)

So without further a-do, we skipped Sg Wang and headed to Pavillion.

Round 3: Pavillion (The new shopping heaven in Jln Sultan Ismail, Kuala Lumpur.)

Now this is where things looked better. This is the place, where I can do some serious damage. We spent around 4 hours going in and out at the outlets we preferred. We went to Club Monaco, Esprit, DKNY, Fossil. Topshop, Quicksilver, PDI, Reef, Adidas, just to name a few. Hahaha...

The more I spent my times in these outlets, the more things I needed to get for myself. So, I rushed to the service counter and checked with the girls there to see where is the ATM machine. Gosh, now I can smell bloods coming out from my wallet.

Amount took out: -Secret-

1st Blow : PDI - Bought myself a shirt.

2nd Blows: Quicksilver (some serious damage was done) - Bought myself a pant.

3rd Blows: Topshop - A cap.

4th Blows: Forgot the name of the shop - A spectacle frame for my new eye wear.

TOTAL DAMAGE: RMXXX.XX

Although it was just an X amount, but it was already enough for the day and I have not been shopping like this for quite some times.

Almost tired and getting hungry, we headed back to Sg Wang to get my handphone, which cost me another RM50 for the keypad and a final stop at Kim Gary for our dinner.

After finished our dinner there, we decided to call it off for the day as we wanted to go to Armin Van Buuren later tonight at Zouk, KL. So, we headed home to get some rest.

At 9.30pm, I reached home and decided to take a bath and rest a bit. Drive texted me and told me that they decided to rest instead of going back to KL for Armin. Well, it was a good idea also as I could feel my body is getting more and more tired and out of no where, I am in a heavy flu right now.

Now this is some SERIOUS BLOW!!!!! OK, I better hide underneath my blanket and get some rest before the damage becomes even worse.

Happy Birthday to SupaStarz DJ!!!

Didjital aka Supastarz birthday is today!!!! Here, I want to wish him a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! See you tonite at BAXX Gathering @ Luna Bar!!!

Review of the night:

I and Drive reached there around 9.30 and saw Jeff, Bruce and Hsuan. So, we took a lift up together. Kinda lost as this was our first time there, we went to 7A and could not find the lift to Luna, so we went up to 8th Floor. Again, we were lost. Jeff read the sign there, and found out that the lift to Luna was actually at 7Ath. Don't ask me why 7A and not 7, I have no idea at all as they have all the numbers in the lift and when comes to 7, it is 7A.

So, 33rd Floor, here we come!!!! What now, we were the earliest there. We waited for a while and then Supastar, Stupidfish, Wingboy and GG came. Slowly, one after another came and around 20 plus of peoples came. Ok, some I did not know, but all are the familiar faces, friends' to Bass Agents.

We got ourselves a big table enough to fit in 20 plus of us and came the 10 bottles of Martell. Bruce started to get a big crazy and started to making noise at Hoong because that at our table, we have only 3 bottles of Martell and the other tables they have 7. Hoong quickly evenly divide the bottles to calm Bruce down. Hehe...As usual, Bruce started to make jokes and every one had some great laughs.

Kok Wing was in drinking mode, he just kept on pouring one after another for himself. Ben startd to play his little game with Ker, Nick and Cassandra.

Around 11.00pm, the real party started. Almost every one bought Supastar a shot of FLAMING. I did not keep tracks on how many shots but there was at least 5 shots in a row. Supastar started to get some help from his buddies XT-acid and GG and at this stage, every one started to run away and Supastarz just grabbed whoever sat near him.

Of cause the night will not end without someone getting really drunk and he was STUPIDFISH!!! I knew Hoong was already at the peak, but Ben was already sleeping on the couch like a baby and Hoong still having few shots with the erm, manager I think while I was enjoying myself a plate of HOT THAI FRIED CHICKEN WING.

I could not resist the smell of it, I started to order one and soon after, TurboKit, Cassandra, Nick, and Drive started to order one after another. So, a total of 5 plates of chicken wings we have eaten. I did not know whether we were drunk or too hungry, but it was just too finger lickin' good. Hahaha...

Happy Belated Birthday, MC_GG!!!!

8th October, marked one of my best friend's birthday. Sorry for the mini celebration but yeah, we will do a better one pretty soon. One that will bring back the good ole'memories. One that only laughter and happy moments around us.

....A VERY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to

SANDY CHOO aka MC_GG

May all your wishes come true and stay pretty always!!!!....

Damn My Broadband!!!!

I have been using this broadband by M***s for the past 3 months, and it has never brings me any good. First of all, I have a limited usage. What does it means? All users have a limited bandwidth so that they are not allowed to do P2P downloads except downloading from the server. Crap!!!!

Secondly, I have a very inconsistent connection to my MSN. Average time to make a successful connection to my MSN will be around 10 times. What the FCUK!!!

Thirdly, on and off frequent disconnection probably due to the wireless broadband services. I manage to get a good connection for few days, then without notice, I cannot even get myself connection and I have to go through the hassle of calling the call-centre and check what is wrong. Ok, fine I understand that this is unavoidable since I have been working in a broadband call-centre before and even they themselves do not wish to have a this problems as hundreds of calls will be floading in.

And now even worse, I have my connection, I cannot connect to my MSN, my facebook, and certain websites, which, I frequently log-in for.

What is wrong with this stupid broadband, man!!! I know, I should have just cancel it but due to this broadband belongs to my previous tenant, and I do not wish to go through another hassle of applying for Streamyx, so I bought over it but never thought of this bad.

The contract only ends somewhere May 2008. Gosh, now I have to suffer for another 6 more months. Goddamnit!!!!