Goodbye 2007, WELCOME 2008!!!!

Gone are the days of 2007, now awaiting for the new-coming 2008. There are many ups and downs during 2007, which I have gone through. Well, those days were gone and I do believe that there will be more to come. Nothing is perfect in life. Everyone has to go through all this before they become who they are right now. So yeah, I am patiently waiting for it and looking forward for it also.

Memories Down the Lane (2007)

Career - At last, I have settle down myself with a career, which I have never thought of going into nor trying. I am never a guy, who likes to go and make a fuss of myself by knocking on the door and selling something. I got myself a Advanced Dip. in IT and for the past 4 years have been in the IT industry but now I am happy to be in sales. I am very happy with my current working environment. I am coping well with it and I am very proud on myself as I have been with my current company for 1 year without thinking of changing to a new one. A big hand for myself!!!

Health - I think I have been very discipline right after I force myself to join Celebrity Fitness. I have been there for around 6 months. Although I am not being Mr. Muscleman yet, but I think I am getting fitter since the first day I joined the club, which I am very satisfied and my money is well-worth for. I have been going to the gym at least 5 to 6 times a week with a min of 2 hours. And you know what, it has been a routine for me. I just need to get myself to the gym no matter what.

Family - Yes, I miss them very much as I have not been there with them for quite sometimes. Thanks God, that Chinese New Year is just around the corner and I am planning to spend more times with them. Thank you my parents for always being so supportive and caring for me. Sorry for not being a good son as sometimes I maybe very bad-tempered and forgetful. No matter what, MUCH LOVE LOVE TO MUM, DAD & SISTER!!!!

Relationship - Yet to have one since 2006, so I guess not in the coming 2008 either. Not very good in handling it and the Goddess of Love is not with me yet. So yeah, sit back and enjoy then.

Friends - Made some new ones, gone some old ones. As always it is, every good things must come to an end, and everyone has to move on with their life either for studying, career-wise, family, or some other reasons. As long as this is the correct path you want it to be, I am happy for you and wish you the best of luck and most of all, take good care of yourself no matter where you are. FRIENDS F-O-R-E-V-E-R!!

Well, do I missed out something? Erm, I think nope. Even though, I have, who cares. Hahaha...

The most important is, 2008 is a brand new starts for me. I just hope that it will be better than 2007.

I will start blogging again, and at least write something and squeeze my brain a bit every day. Lets keep it a habit for me. Not asking anyone to read nor rate my blog, but as a way to keep all my happy and sad moments in here and so when 2009 comes, I can laugh my a$$ out.

Happy Happy Peoples!!!!!

(WARNING! WARNING! Do not do this you dumba$$!!!)

Farewell to Rubber-Duckie...

After knowing her for more than 24 months back in 2005, at last, she decided to say good-bye and decided to move on.

I knew her through one of her best mate back in the days in Barcode back in 2005 and slowly we hang out quite often from travelling, clubbing, drinking, movie, etc. Being a very lovely lady, a very open-minded friend, a good companion, a good listener and someone to chat with, she has every thing inside her.

Yeah, although once in a while, when she starts to drink and in her alcohol mode, she will be different. LOL...

We have been through so many ups and downs. All the good and bad memories still fresh in our minds and as always it will be something we can talk about non-stop, having a good laugh on it.

But when she decided to leave, I am a little bit sad but we know that it is not the end of every thing, is a brand new start for her life and after so many years, she has some thing for her to be more happy by now and yeah, I am happy for her too. Cause I see there is no more dark clouds floating around her but a very bright shiny sun with and colorful rainbows on top of her head. A big hug for you, babe.

So, to one of my very best and closest friend, you will always be miss. I hope that you will have a great start in 2008, and many more good things will come around you. Although now we have one less animal in the family, but you will always be one. The one and only Rubber-duckie!!!

Good-bye, Chrissie and a massive hugs from Goatboi!!!!!!

Going Blank...

I am back again to my little bloggie here. Recently I really have no idea what to write. Although all the time, I have nothing much to write, but I am really loosing ideas. Every thing is just a routine for me lately. Work, Rest, Gym and Sleep. Nothing much special.

I just hope one day there is something or someone special, I can write about or at least voice out what I feel.

THE RETURN OF HARDSTYLE!!!

After months of taking break, DARKRAVERZ making a come-back with THE RETURN OF HARDSTYLE at Baze Dance Club, Kuala Lumpur. For all those hardstyle lovers, get ready for another hard-pumping Wednesday night.

Venue: Baze Dance Club (formerly known as Cream), Kuala Lumpur

Date: 7 November 2007 (Wednesday)

Time: 10.00pm till late

Admission: RM30.00 (incl. 1 drink)

Line-up: TurboKit, Learn & Drive

Stupid & Stubborn...

There is a saying that never repeat the same mistake again as we need to learn from it. But sometimes, there are things, which we tend to keep on repeating it even though we know that it is wrong. What is that? I think some may know some may not. Probably I will say it is a relationship.

No matter how clever you are, you will still fall for it. A Chinese proverbs saying, “Every great hero died or failed because of a girl”, especially pretty girls. Hahaha... It is true.

No matter what, everyone is blinded by it when it comes. Only those standing beside you are not blinded by it and it is clearly that they can see how much he/she has change because of that someone. Is it worth it or not? Only he/she can tells.

Yes, I think I am stuck in it. It has been quite some times since I have this kind of feelings but then I bet when it comes, hardly there is anyone who can stop it from happening. I hate this kind of annoying and irritating feeling. It just makes me feel miserable. Even though I know that is still far beyond reaching what I want and it may even not happen, it is just pure stupidity.

There was once my friends scolded me before, asking me whether is it worth trying and I told them, “Yeah.” Just as what they predicted, it will not happened and if it did, it will not take quite some times for me to wait. What I wanted was giving it a try but a try for nothing as I know it will not brings out anything. After that, I have gave up and just move forward and hope that one day I will find one.

Right after few months of pulling my legs away from the mud, which I intentionally step on it before, again I repeat the same mistake. It just happened, and I just stepped on it again without thinking the consequences and again searching for hope. Not knowing where it will direct me again, I just flow with it though knowing that it may end up the same way just like the previous one.

I have tried to forget about it, but uncontrollably I messaged her again waiting for a reply and when she did, I felt like hope is coming back, which again shows how stupid I am. I really do not know how to describe myself now. Being stubborn as usual and not giving up yet, what should I do? I know the possibility for it to be true is probably less than 10% or even worse not even 1%.

Seriously, I am lost now, sitting in front of my laptop, writing this shits even make things worse.


...Wise man says, Only fools rush in...